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This summer left too soon. The leaves have fallen please tell me this is a joke
I try to stand but i feel so woozy. Its late I want to leave here
Back in the beach house at mission bay. That's where the memories all stayed.
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It seems that anger is my speciality and sometimes it controls me, at times like this I suggest you should let me, wash away from your life let me slip between the cracks.
I wish I can control myself , just put a collar on my flaws, leash it up and pull it back, it needs some restraint
Why would anyone
keep me around
I’m not worth it
Just leave me behind, don’t even bother saying goodbye
There’s no need to be upset but in the end (the damage is done)
I might as well put an end of everything that began
(I’ll Destroy Myself Now)
Don’t worry about it I’ll just let myself out
I know you’re tired of dealing with me and my nonsensical moments and unnecessary uncalled for word vomit
Just let me decay I’m only worth benefiting the dirt. I know the worms would appreciate my remains
This world would only want me if my body fertilized the ground
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Rotten Rose
02:31
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It’s not you, it’s just me
I know all of you are trying your best to keep me happy
but even though I’m successful I still feel like it’s not enough
I guess i’ll figure out who I can trust
If I must i’ll bee all alone
I’m not satisfied, i’m just sad inside
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It’s not that easy
It’s midnight again I’m driving, I’m passing by the traffic lights again
I’m going to see you, I’m gonna help you
I wish I could go back in time and help you with all your problems
Now you’re gone and nothing’s resolved
You said this would be easy it’s no longer working
Word by word I hear you
Word by word I feel you
Word by word I need you
Word by word I’m calling you
Word by word i’m calling you
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Danni H.A.A.S
02:30
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I want to say thanks to someone that showed me and gave me experience to this whole new world & powerful sound that hits me hard with a strong rush of emotion and passion
I never had something that made me feel so alive. Nothings ever gave me such an enormous bolt of sentimental value of myself. My god danni haas thank you so much! I had a basic idea of the existence of that horizon but you’re the one that really showed me that entire world.
Happy and also sad is what I felt when we got together and when you played guitar that same feeling I felt it would increase so immensely!
I can still smell the nicotine as if your presence was still here now
I can still hear your legend of Zelda text tone in my head like when we used to meet up and talk
I can hear you singing (I’m sorry, I’m sorry)
I can hear you screaming (I’m not scared, I’m not scared)
I can hear you laughing (Blue Shorts, Give me a beer)
I hope your life will stay great (You’re not a deadweight, you’re not a deadweight)
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Chewie Bits
02:20
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It must be nice!
That you don’t got to worry
About anything and usually a lot people love you
You get to sleep in deep comfort and constantly get fed not worried about the world and its problems
It doesn’t really effect you
I wish I had all of that but that’s not the case at all
it really feels like you’re truly free
From responsibilities
I’m truly jealous
But I can never hate you
I still love you
I’ll never let you go, you’re always on my mind
I envy you
Why can’t I?
Be loved like you
Fuck this I’m done
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Final Stop... Alaska!
02:07
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I guess you’ll be gone again but that’s nothing new you were barely around and gave a lot stress at times it felt like your heart is made of ice but that’ll help out when you move in the cold
I’m flashing back to the past! I got this shivering feeling deep inside my spine!
No I’m not fine I am feeling scared but guess what? I want to say congrats
Congratulations You’re Becoming Alaskan
Hopefully you will pay off all your sins you’ve done
Congratulations that you’re gonna move to Alaska
Hopefully it will make you see what you missed out
I’m so sick of being scare and mad at you
It seems intimidation is your profession
I wanted your love and support but now that’s hard to accept
so I’ll just write this song releasing my inner woe
Whoaaaaaaaaa
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D.J.L
02:43
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Why are you such an expert at not being yourself?
You’re so proficient with hiding everything that is truly you.
What’s there to hide? Come on just show it
No need to camouflage and metaphorically put a mask on.
Stop shielding yourself.
Take down the barrier you put for yourself
Let the others see the real you like I do.
Surpass the fear of people not accepting and not wanting you to be around.
The ones that leave were never your friends.
Your blood doesn’t always mean that’s your family.
It’s the people that have been around and don’t judge how you are we’ve talked about this
Every time you’re drunk and I get it you’re scared but you’ll never have a legitimate
Relationship or friendships if you keep faking yourself out. Enough is enough if you keep it up you’ll really be alone
Why don’t you act like yourself, sometimes you act like you don’t belong to yourself
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Life...
03:19
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Who’s diabolical idea was it to make me endure all these horrible circumstances, inconveniences, and overall who’s fucking with my life?
I’ve been trying so hard but it’s feeling all for naught, why the hell are these negative things happening to me?
All my life I’ve done my best to help others, give compassion, but in the end I lost so much that’s dear to me
I’m about to lose my mind
Why should I bother trying or even having the thought of continuing to stay around
I can’t even be around the one I love without the thoughts of my mistakes and what I did to cause the mindset of me not wanting to be around when I truly do I want to be with you
I miss digging my feet into the sand while I feel the ocean hit my legs and I already miss seeing the beauty of nature when I travel but the most beautiful view I saw was you as I looked out the car window
I don’t want you go away, life nowadays is causing so much pain, I promise I am here to stay
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